It doesn't look good for you, Pantera. You've got yourself two negative votes and it doesn't look like they'll be changed to positive.
I also think you wouldn't be a good fit for [NO]. You were literally begging me via PMs to join [NO] and that's just not how you should behave. Furthermore, I have some doubts and suspicions about your past in the server as well.
Overall, it's going to be a NO from me too. I'll leave this open in case you might want to say in your defense or if any other [NO]er wants to add something.